Pairing: Harrison Blackwood / Paul Ironhorse, Mana / Malzor, The Eternals
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Category: NC-17, (Slash and Het pairings)
Rating:NC-17,
Warning: Slash and Het pairings
Spoilers: Season 2
Summary: Harrison and Paul have flashes of memories and get help in  resolving them.
Malzor continues his pursuit of Ironhorse.  The  Eternals have plans of their own.
Feedback: Yes, E-mail address for feedback: b
Disclaimers: Written for fun not profit.  The characters are borrowed  not owned.
All mistakes are my own. No copyright infringements or  offense intended
Sequel: Eternally Yours
Notes: If stories of two men in a loving relationship bother you do  not read.
Reference to coerced sex.  If stories of two aliens, or one alien and human hybrid in love bother you get real.
Status: Complete, Nov 25, 2001

  Eternal Pairing By T R Gardner    
 

       Paul's expressive face is twisted in fear and horror.  He
 thrashes in the bed.
 Harrison awakens at the sound.
  He bends down and softly says, "Paul, your home.  It's Harrison.
 Your safe my love."  Paul's face relaxes as Harrison's palm cups his
 face and he kisses his forehead.
 Paul slips back into a restful and healing sleep.
 Now, Harrison's face twisted in concern as he remembers the clones
 words.
      24 hours earlier:  I know the pain I/He had to endure.  He needs
 to be set free.  He/I'll die in captivity.  He nears madness as we
 speak...  His torment will continue until he is mad.  Maybe they will
 give him back to you when he is a blathering idiot or a vegetable.
 Then you can care for him for the rest of his life.  How do you feel
 about feeding, changing a diaper and caring for a man that could have
 been a lover but you didn't even try to save him.  How would it feel
 day after day in a living nightmare knowing that for a matter of
 hours your could have saved him everlasting madness.
 Harrison remembers the horror he had felt as well as the guilt at
 having abandoned Paul to his fate.  Harrison adjust his position in
 the chair.  Paul had already suffered three episodes of night
 terrors.  Why did you have to suffer?  Harrison wonders.  As his mind
 quiets, a hazy picture forms of Paul in a clear box.  His eyes
 fearful.  Harrison's heart rate begins to increase, sweat beads his
 on his forehead as he attempts to bring the scene into focus.  He
 experiences a stabbing pain in his forehead.
 Paul groans in pain.
 The image soon forgotten.  Harrison sits on the bedside caressing
 Paul's pale face trying to ignore the deep dark shadows surrounding
 his sunken eyes.  Noticing the deep brown expressive eyes looking
 into his.  Confusion  represented clearly in them.  "Paul, we rescued
 you from the Morthern."
 Swallowing as he notices the IV snaking down his arm.  "I was
 captured.  I was in pain then only the impression of time passing
 then a time of sever pain relieved by nothing only to be repeated.
 Where were you?  He accused.
 "Paul so much has happened.  We saw you kill yourself to save
 Debbie.  We were contacted by a clone, a new clone, only then did we
 realize that you were alive.  I would never willingly have allowed
 you to be missing for two years.  I should have known!"  Harrison
 berates himself.  His self flagellation stopped the minute Paul calls
 out.
 "Two years.  No, only days or weeks.  Not two years."  Paul looks
 stunned and lost.  "My God, you must have been frantic.  Harrison,
 I'm so sorry.  I left you unprotected."
 Harrison interrupts, "No, Kincaid came to protect us.  He did his
 duty to your memory."
 "Kincaid is here, now?  Harrison, I need to see him. Please."  His
 agitation stuns Harrison.
 Harrison says, "Okay but you have to relax."  Harrison leaves.
      After a brief delay the door opens to allow a man to enter.  His
 dark shaggy hair and scruffy five o'clock shadow gives his face a
 hardened look.  "You wanted to see me, Colonel."
 Dark eyes fasten on his, "Am I?  How can you be sure?"  Ironhorse
 asks.
 "Colonel there are blood tests.  You are human.  You have been
 abused.   Your body kept alive but you have suffered from
 malnutrition and a strange chemical imbalance that Susan is trying to
 figure out.  Susan gave you a complete physical while you were
 unconscious.  There is no doubt you are Paul Ironhorse."
 With that proclamation the lines of stress disappeared.  "What aren't
 you telling me?"
 "The clone told Harrison that you were willing yourself to die
 instead of being a pawn to be used against Harrison.  He said that
 you were near madness.  Paul",  Ironhorse starts, "I want you to have
 a psychological evaluation."  Kincaid states.
 Swallowing Ironhorse says, "I understand.  The group must be
 protected.  Kincaid, if there is a threat, I expect you to handle it
 with extreme prejudice."
 "Understood, Sir." Kincaid affirms.
 "What did they want with Harrison?"  Paul asks.
 "We don't know.  Harrison says he can't remember.  The clone passed
 the  information directly into his subconscious."
 A look of horror crosses Ironhorse's face.
 "We tested him at the same time that we tested you.  He is human.
 There was an odd chemical that Susan is trying to identify.  It
 dissipated three hours later.  We did hourly blood test until the
 substance was gone.  Harrison is a health as a horse.  You on the
 other hand need some serious recovery time."
 "When," Ironhorse frowns, "when is the eval scheduled for?"
 "In a few days, Colonel.  You have to get your rest and start to
 build your strength.  There was no muscle atrophy but you are very
 weak."  Kincaid reports.
 "Even weak, I am still a potential threat.  We test now."  Ironhorse
 ordered.
 "Susan will be ready in thirty minutes.  Harrison will have a fit,
 you know.  I'm not taking the blame here.  You still out rank me."
 Kincaid says with a grin.
 "Thank you for everything."  Paul says sincerely.
      Susan met with Paul for almost five hours.
 Harrison was about to literally climb the walls.  "How could you
 allow the tests now.  He is to week He needs taken care of."  An
 image of Paul in a clear box.  A voice telling him...your love
 returned to you.  Just think of the life you'll have when Paul is
 returned to you.  All that I am is his."
 Harrison became aware that he was yelling Paul's name and trying to
 beat the door down that separates them.
 Paul's frightened face appears as the door is thrown
 opened.  "Harrison," Paul soothes, "I am right here.  Everything is
 fine.  Breath Harrison.  I'm fine, relax.  It's over."  Glaring at
 Kincaid Paul demands, "What happened?  One minute everything's fine
 then I feel an over whelming feeling of fear."
 "Sir, he was pacing and drifted off almost like he was sleep walking
 then he began to scream your name and claw his way through the
 door."  Kincaid says in confusion and alarm.
      Harrison was trembling and feeling faint.  While Paul was almost
 his old self.  As they touch, Harrison feels as if his energy level
 has equalized as he watches Paul become weaker.
 Suddenly he understands, "Paul, somehow we are linked.  Two halves of
 the same whole.  Do you feel it?"
 Paul's eyes become glassy.   Harrison is standing before him in
 black leather and white silk.  A form appears and…
 "God damn it.  Paul breath.  I love you and I need my mate."
 Harrison shouts.
 Paul suddenly inhales as his eyes refocus.  "Harrison.  I.  UMM.  You
 were dressed strangely.  Something was touching you and then."
 AHH as both Paul and Harrison feel the searing pain.  They drop to
 the floor and instinctively seek out each other.  The pain subsides.
 Shaking Harrison looks into Paul's deep brown eyes and kisses him.
 Harrison hugs him tighter to him as if to make them one.
 "I was so scared for you."  Paul said.
 "Shush, we're both here and safe.  You need to rest."  Harrison
 insists
 "I, umm, will you come with me, Harrison?"  Paul whispers.
 Susan and Kincaid watch the exchange with interest.
 "Come on big guy.  You need to rest."  Harrison says as they climb
 the stairs to Paul's room.  A feeling of exhaustion invades them
 both.  They fall gratefully into the bed.
 Paul pulls Harrison's head to his chest so it rest over his heart.
 They drift off to sleep wrapped around each other.
      Harrison awakens to the feeling of  warm wet mouth sucking his
 cock.  Slowly he thrust his cock into Paul's sweet mouth.
 Paul's agile tongue does an erotic dance around Harrison's cock head.
 Harrison clasps Paul's head into his lap as his cock imbeds deep in
 Paul's throat as he climaxes.
 Paul scoots up the bed.  The smile on his hansom face warms
 Harrison's heart.
 He reaches for Paul and pulls Paul's taunt body atop his.
 Paul's legs wrap around the outside of Harrison's legs, bringing
 their groins together.  He coaxes Harrison's cock back to life.  They
 begin to grind together.  Harrison movies his hips in small circles
 and Paul moves in a side to side motion.
 As they climax Harrison's eyes become glassy...Paul in a clear box.
 Harrison's hands restrained with a bloated body behind him.
 Something stroking him.  Touching him.  Paul's eyes filled with
 horror.
 The pain begins again.  Paul yells out, as they both writhe in
 pain, "Harrison, stop it hurts."
      Susan enters the room drawn there by the noise.  As she reaches
 out to separate them, Harrison hits her.
 "You'll not hurt him anymore.  He is mine."  Harrison yells.
 Kincaid entered at the moment Harrison hits her.  "Harrison stop.
 Paul tell him to stop."
 "Harrison look at me.  We are safe.  Come on baby.  I need you."
 Paul implores.
      "God, I'm sorry.  I thought you were going to hurt Paul."
 Harrison apologies.
 "Harrison, she isn't Malzor."  Paul confirms.
 "Wait.  Who is Malzor?"  Susan asks as she wipes the blood from the
 corner of her mouth.
 Paul and Harrison look at each other.  Pain quickly brings their
 attention back to each other.
 "I, UMM, don't remember."  Paul says.
 "Something is preventing me from remembering.  As a memory forms in
 my mind, I experience pain that is telegraphed to Paul and I'll bet
 vise versa."  Harrison states.
 Paul nods.
 "It is possible that the substance found in your blood changed you in
 some way.  What if one of you is asleep?"  Susan asks.
 "We wake the other up."  Paul responds.  "We need to know what
 happened."
 "Are you sure?"  Harrison asks fearfully.
 "What if we remove one of you form the equation?"  Susan asked.
 Harrison steps forward.  "How?"  He hurls at her as he steps in front
 of Paul.
 "Anesthesia."  Susan suggests.
      Paul and Harrison look at each other as love and strength flows
 between them.  They turn as one.
 "Put me under, I'm still to weak to with stand the stress.  The
 medication should insolate me from the pain."  Paul says.
 "I don't like this but your right.  We need to know what happened."
 Harrison says.
 They head down to the lab.  Paul settles on the bed as Susan sets up
 an IV.
 "This is a short acting med it will place you into a medication
 induced coma but have no side effects.  We can wake you in minutes
 once the med is withdrawn."
 Harrison grasps Paul hand and settles his fingertips on his pulse
 point to give him reassurance that Paul lives and isn't in danger.
 Paul caresses his face.  "I love you.  Don't ever forget that.  You
 are my heart.  Together through live eternal."  Paul's pulse rate
 begins to drop. ...I can't move.  Harrison stands before me.  He is
 so beautiful.  The alien touches him, his nipples and cock.
 Blinding pain pulls him away from the memory.
 Harrison whimpers.
 "I'm sorry.  Something was touching you a.. Abusing you."  He
 whispers.
 Susan starts the drip that will put Paul in a temporary coma.
      Harrison feels Paul lose consciousness.  He picks up the tuning
 fork and strikes the table.
 Placing it near his ear as the resonate tone relaxes him and places
 him in a light trance.
 ...I'm in a warehouse.  Malzor talking of a great honor.  The Eternal
 using Paul to facilitate a mating.  Waking with Paul in the
 warehouse.  The block is broken the memories flood him.  He rushes to
 the bathroom and throws up.  He knew he had been drugged but that
 made little difference.  He felt violated.  He had fathered an
 alien.
       Harrison feels Paul nearing consciousness.  He kisses the hand
 he holds as he caresses Paul's forehead.
 Harrison asks with concern.  "How long?"
 "You were unresponsive for ninety minutes."  Susan tells him.
 Paul awakens.  He feels lost.  Why can't I feel Harrison?  He
 wonders.  His eyes fasten on Harrison's.  "You have blocked me out."
 He accuses.
 "I'm sorry Paul.  I need time to think."  Harrison begs for
 understanding.
 "You still love me?"  Paul asks.
 "Yes.  My love."  Harrison confirms.
 "Okay.  It just seems so strange now."  Paul says.
      "Harrison, I want you to rest in the morning we'll put you under
 and it'll be Paul's turn."  Susan says.  "Harrison, I need to talk to
 you."
 Paul stares off into the distance.  Not even realizing that Debbie is
 standing in front of him;  She touches him and he appears to turn to
 stone. ...I'm in a clear box.  A man with slicked back blond hair
 stands before him.  "My proud warrior.  Soon, I'll make you mine."
 The door opens and his is being caressed by  Malzor.  No. Stop. His
 mind cries out.  "How are you this beautiful morning?  We almost
 caught Dr. Blackwood last night.  Both of you, now that is a picture
 worth having.
 No. Please No.  Ironhorse denies.
 Malzor grasps and pumps him into an unwanted erection.
  The Eternal appears.    Malzor pulls three sensors and places them
 on Paul's head.  Paul feels pain then he loses his sight.  Pain forms
 a red haze behind his sightless eyes.
 A rough wet thing caresses his cock.
 No.  He tries to command his body to obey but the pain becomes
 insidious, undermining his control.  He cums in despair   How many
 times has this happened?  He wonders as his mind attempts to
 retreat.  He realizes that he is screaming in this native language.
 The sensors are removed  His eye sight returns in time for him to see
 The Eternal caress his spent cock with her tongue.
 "You bastard.  Why are you doing this to me."  He wails.
 Malzor turns with a serene smile.  "Because I can.  You belong to
 me.  You live by my desire.  No one  will come for you.  They think
 you died.  Harrison has replaced you with Kincaid."
 Paul attempts to yell his denial but finds his ability to talk taken
 from him again.
      Debbie is shaking him.
 "Stop."  his mind rails.  He grabs Debbie by the throat.  The door
 burst open as Kincaid draws a bead on Paul, ready to shoot him.
 Harrison slams into him sending the shot wide.  The report draws Paul
 mind from the past.
 Tears run down Debbie's face.  She doesn't fight him.  "I love you,
 Colonel.  She whispers.
 Paul releases his grip only to pull the scared child to his chest.
 He attempts to calm her never realizing that he is talking in his
 native Cheyenne language.
 She hugs him as she tells him, "I'm alright.  It wasn't your fault."
 Harrison begins to talk to Paul in his native language.  A language
 he doesn't know.
 Paul returns to full awareness.  "Debbie.  I didn't mean to,.  I
 can't,.  Harrison you should have let Kincaid kill me."
 "Paul Ironhorse you are not crazy.  Without my block, your memories
 are returning."  Harrison informs him.
 "I don't want to remember.  Nothing happened."  Paul falls to the
 floor and attempts to form a ball.
 Harrison drops to the floor.  "Paul nothing that happened to you was
 your fault.  They did those things to you.  Nothing could have
 stopped them.  It is a tribute to your strength that you survived.
 Don't let them win.  Don't let the memories drive you mad."  Harrison
 begs.
 Paul slowly makes eye contact.  His determination clear to
 see.  "Debbie, I'm sorry."
 Susan demands, "What happened?"
 "The colonel, was sitting here.  He wasn't breathing.  I started to
 shake him and must have scared him.  He grabbed,.  He grabbed my
 throat."  Debbie responds.
 Ironhorse runs from the room.
 Harrison follows him up the stairs and into his room.
 "They made me cum over and over again.  Manipulated me.  Some being
 always watching all the time."
 "The Eternal."  Harrison informs him.  "They used you to facility a
 sexual joining to free you."
 All the color drains form Ironhorse's face.  ...standing in the clear
 case with Harrison standing before me.  In fragmented memories begin
 to return.  Flashes of Harrison standing restrained to a frame.  The
 obscene alien penetrating Harrison's mouth and anus, as a pouch
 pulses on his cock.   "NO. NO.  NO."  Paul cries out as Harrison
 wraps his arms around Paul.  For the first time since his Father had
 died, Paul Ironhorse cried tears of despair, anguish, helplessness
 and anger.
 Harrison held him as he cried.
 "How can you hold me after what they made you do.  You must hate
 me."  Paul says in despair.
 "No, I love you, Paul Ironhorse.  I won't let them take that away.  I
 won't let them win."  Harrison pledges.
      Malzor looked at the control panel.  Noting the quick changing
 messages.
 The Eternal approached the consol taking Malzor unaware that he was
 being observed.
 Malzor jerked as he realizes that The Eternal was present.  "They
 have broken the block away from their memories."  Malzor states.
 The Eternal thrums in a questioning tone.
 "I placed a tracking bio-technical device in Ironhorse."  Malzor
 explains.  "I want to keep track of him."
 The Eternal shakes and wails.
 Malzor prostrates himself before the female Eternal.
 From the darkness comes a figure.
 Malzor stares in abject horror.
 "You will not harm the mate of my sacrificial donor.  Perhaps you
 wish to become reacquainted with the pain amplifier?  The Eternal
 Reborn stood on two legs, naked with iridescent gray skin.  Standing
 six foot tall with a large grotesquely distended stomach, blond curly
 hair covering a huge domed head with large silver eyes.  The purple
 lips barely cover his sharp jagged teeth as a long salmon colored
 tongue snakes out of its mouth.
 The female Eternal turns to her mate reborn as they undulate
 together.
 Malzor turns away as the male becomes excited.
 His sex organs expanding and dropping ready for her.
 Malzor leaves in disgust.  The sight of the abomination sickened him.
      Mana answers The Eternals call.  She watches their mating
 unaffected.
 "You will arrange for Malzor to spend another twenty four hours in
 the box.  Then you will find out what he did to Ironhorse.  I expect
 you to repair what ever he has done.  Destroy the tracking device."
 The Eternal Reborn instructs.
 Mana bows and says, "As you wish, it shall be done."
 Bana and Carwin drag the angry Malzor into the room.
 Mana opens the container.
 "You can't do this Ironhorse belongs to me."  Malzor screams.
 The Eternal pair watch the display.  "Rip away the memories of
 Ironhorse."
 Mana nods.
      Through the tracking device Mana finds Ironhorse and Harrison
 without difficulty.
 After the attack on Debbie, Paul and Harrison retreated to Harrison's
 cabin in the Catskills.
 Ironhorse had withdrawn into his self in a near catatonic state.
 Harrison talks to Susan on the phone, "There has been no change.  He
 does anything I tell him to do but he makes no move on his own.  He
 is resting now.  I'll check in in four hours.
 Paul watched the fire crackle and flair.
 Harrison left him to start supper.  He hears footsteps and turns
 expecting to see Paul only to see The Eternal Reborn.
 "Father." It says.
 Harrison mind refuses to accept the evidence before him.
 "Your mate is ill.  Malzor altered some blood chemistry and
 programmed him to mentally shut down until he was brought back to him
 if his memories returned.  The Eternal Reborn states.  "Come."
 Harrison found that he couldn't refuse.
      Paul was surrounded by three Mothern.  Mana placed a device on
 Paul's forehead and over his ears with a view screen before his eyes.
 Bana injected Paul with an inoculation of a thick green substance.
 While Carwin ran a device over Paul's chest.  It beeped.  He turned
 it sideways and laid two prongs against his bare chest.  He pushed
 against his skin and with a flash of light a biomechanical device
 appears trapped in the prongs.
 "They are removing the tracker.  Destroying the chemical substance
 causing his catatonia and the mental imbalance which is slowly
 killing him.  Mana is deprogramming him.  He was programmed to shut
 down and wait for Malzor to retrieve him.  Do you have any questions
 Father?"  The Eternal Reborn asked kindly.
 "Why are you doing this?"  Harrison demanded.
 "You facilitated my rebirth.  You were the chosen and therefore
 protected.  We are one.  We wish to live in peace here on Earth."
 The Eternal Reborn stated.
 "You have got to be kidding."  Harrison scoffs.
 "No, Father,."  The Eternal Reborn starts.
 Harrison interrupts.  "Stop that I am not your Father!"
 "But you are.  Malzor didn't understand the significance of your
 sacrifice.  We will not fight those who are chosen.  Humanity is safe
 because of you, Dr. Blackwood." stated The Eternal Reborn.
 "What of this Malzor?"  Harrison asks with hope.
 "Malzor is undergoing an attitude adjustment as we speak.  My mate is
 overseeing it."  The Eternal Reborn states.
      Malzor writhes in pain.  Images imprint on his mind.
 "Harrison Blackwood and Paul Ironhorse are sacred."  "They must be
 protected."  "You will protect them and never hurt them."  "You serve
 The Eternals."  "You obey all our orders."  "You will never hurt
 humans."  "They are your friends."  "Enslavement is wrong."  "You
 wish to serve Mana."  "She is your mate."  "Think of the love you
 have."  "How much you love her."  "You live only for Mana."  "All
 that you are is hers."  "You live for your mate and The Eternals."
      Malzor attempts to hold onto his memories of tormenting
 Ironhorse.  Of wanting to own him.  Control him.  Mate with him.  He
 tries but they drain away like bathwater.  His mind fills with the
 program.  Over and over it plays for the full twenty four hours.
      Mana stands before Malzor.
 His face softens in a gentle smile.  His face childlike in it
 innocence.  "Mana, my love.  I love you.  What are your commands."
 She looks to The Eternals.  She nods her understanding.  "Bow before
 your leader."  She orders.
 Malzor bows humbly.
 Mana's right eyebrow raises in surprise.  "Come Malzor, we have much
 to do."
 "Yes, Mistress."  He sighs.
      A small part of his mind screams at his present condition.  I am
 not a submissive.  That small part cherishes the memory of a proud
 man who was his to own, his Pet, Paul Ironhorse.   His to play with,
 his to break and his to destroy.
 The End.
 Or is it.
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 

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